I've a new parent nowdays. Why do i said that?
Just because of what they think ; they think that everything they've done, is good for you. Isit true? so, is hurting children a form of concern as well? you said that you're supporting at every point of time but what came out of your mouth just now? why dont adults keep their promises? Why would results matters to every-single-thing i do? Why must everything go with what you've ordered? i am your child, not your servant. Ya. We all know that the time of yours and the time of mine is different. The way of studying is also different! compare the worksheets of mine and yours. You dont even get what it's trying to say. I have to go look up on a dictionary myself in the end. There's nothing wrong with heading with my passion. I accept all your scoldings cause i admit that I've not done well for whatever reasons. Reflected on myself. but definitely band is out of the topic! you want me to treat you like a friend and tell you everything happened in school or whatever shit i am going through? dream on! dont blame me on lacking communications with you. You're stopping everything that like. Friends dont stop you from things you like, but they support you till the finishing lind. What about you? Oh ya? you've gone through what i am going through? No. Really not. you dont even get what i am thinking, how would you even know? Sometimes, you really look like an stranger to me. I am so empty. You waren't at home most of the time. What do i have with me? A com, A phone, And kinds of electronic gadgets, these are non-living thing. they wont talk to me! i dont blame you for working all day and leave me alone for godness sake. but atleast let me lead my passion! liking music isn't crime. just like you like to sing and take lots and tons of pictures. it's the same thing. you told me the good points about your hobby, i agree with it. cause that's ur method. everyone have different method of distress,  be fair can you? i agree with urs and u agree with mine. Why would you wanna stop me when i really do have passion in it? When i dont have any passion or what ever shit, you push me all you can just to achieve what you think that it's good. what's the point? The more i said, the more i feel sorry for myself. Have you really wonder what i am thinking when you show me a disappointed face? it's like as if my life is gonna end and sort of shit. i can listen to you. I surely can. but can you atleasst listen to me once? I'm really envy of others playing their instruments well, get a gold, relaxing and even enjoying of what they played. but why cant i? forget it.

bye,